November 2010
fuh.
i passed out. yup.
thecrazyfilipino asked: tell him that you were happy with him, just do it hun he obviously cares and loves you stillll!
October 2010
My favorite kinds of people to talk to:
carolinedevera:
hello-matt:
Those who reply fast
Those who aren’t annoying
Those who make me feel like I’m not annoying them
Those who I can talk to first and they’ll talk to me first once in a while
Those who will come back after saying BRB.
omg yes.
This whole "love" thing isn't fair. One person's...
-this..
I know you won't come up to me and just spill your...
bleh.
He broke up with me this morning, saying that he was done and he couldnt take it, making me cry every other night. I begged him not to do it, cus I dont want him to regret it. But, its what he wants.
I talked to my dad about it and he gives good advice. He said that I shouldnt get too serious. Im just a teenager, Im supposed to be happy and have a good time. And if Im not having a good time, then...
I hate how there's always something new that's...
beezygbaby:
My mind has gone to the limits where it thinks of all the possibilites and it just sits there.
heyligia replied to your post: He broke up with...
yeah.. i mean, everything may eventually be fine again but i wont be able to get that time back, falling hard for someone, thinking that it could mean something, and then it ends up backfiring.
my heart gets tired of getting hurt.
He broke up with me. I dont know whats going to happen next..
The fair was good but… Tonight wasnt so great.. Far from it. I dont want to lose him. & I dont want him to lose me. I know that we can end up really being something but if he lets me go… Both of us will never know. I love him, always will. But, if theres nothing I can do, all I can do is hope that Im good enough..
I like this gif.
pinayforever:
Haha wow (:
hahaaa XD
OMGGGGGGGGGGG.
Its almost time for the fair, hell to the mother fucking yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!!!
Im going insane waiting for this, lol. I swear, if someone ruins tonight, Ima kill’em ^.^
I’m mad at myself, not you. I’m mad for always...
theelonelystoner:
this is my fucking life
^^^
dont you hate it when..
..you want something really bad and you have to wait forever but when you dont want something to happen, the time comes too soon -.-
okays.
Im going to get off for naoww and try to find something else to do, lol.
2. Talk about your piercings or tattoos, if you...
Okay, so I only have my ears pierced.
I want to get my nose, belly button, and the top of my ear pierced.
Tattoos? I want soo bad! I want a little heart behind my right ear; a rose on my ankle; and in the far future, when i get married, i want to put his initials over my heart.. corny and cheesy, but yes :3 I want <3
1. Your middle name and how you feel about it.
Cruz.
^ thats my middle name. Lol. Its not unique. Or special. Or meaningful. But, I like it I guess. People try to make fun of it and Im just like, “nigga/bitch, roll out. it aint gonna work with me.” lol. Cus ‘Cruz’ isnt all that funny.
Damn, no life?
LMFAO- jk.
I always have two challenges going on at once.
Im just trying to pass the fucking time til I get to go to the fair :DDD
8. Your favorite internet friend
Well, I dont have an internet friend anymore. :/
It used to be this guy named Preston back when I had a friggin Gaia account. Yeah, its been forever. Lol. I forgot my password to it. I never really played whatever it was but I talked with Preston a lot. His username was SmexciPakk. Dont ask me how I can remember, okay? Haaaa XD
Preston,
I dont think you remember me :3 But thats okay, we meet...
30. The last argument you had.
Something about my sister being an ignorant little chick. Pissin my shit dawg.
I'm sorry I constantly want to talk to you. I'm...
janineefoshho:
yoitssalli:
ohgaaabby:
jorrrdan:
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29. Something you're not proud of.
cutting myself.
not having straight a’s like I wanted.
not knowing where or who I am sometimes.
getting depressed.
my anger issues.
talking to a lot of guys.
yeahh.
28. An embarrassing/socially awkward situation...
Uhm, Im not doing this one. Because Im always making things awkward. I dont really get embarrassed.. I dont think lol.
27. Name and shame- someone's status/someone in...
I’d have to say Kris Wooten..
My cousin. The one that didnt lose a part of herself when she left me and Val. I died a little inside. But not like that matters.
kathylam, (k): Theres always those four type of... →
lostinthepast:
guy #1: you’re best friend. he’s there for you always. he would never let you down. cares about you. comforts you when you’re down. protects you when you’re put down. he would never betray you. keep him. guy #2: the player. you can’t help but to fall for him. he seems to do everything right, so you think you love him. in the end, you find out he played you, lied to you, used you,...
No girl should be treated like shit & pushed to...
lostinthepast:
togetherforeverandalways:
threewordcliche:
cindyrs:meeetcho: xkyla: alohalyssa: leaviator: jtiffanypie: correen: sexyphreshh: ilovechantel: omgitslinaaa:kathyann-:chassityamber:crstljoy:-erikajanaaa:
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26. 5 things within touching distance right now.
my water.
cellphone.
mp-three player.
straightener.
marker.
25. Someone you'd like to be for a day and why.
No one really.. But I guess…
I’d want to be the complete opposite of me.
Why? Cus, what if I wasnt how I am now? What would things be like? Id like to know.
24. Your view on being 'tumblr famous'.
I mean, some people are just able to get out there. Others, arent. Being tumblr famous is, like, an honor of some sort.
People shouldnt get a tumblr to see if they can get tumblr famous. That would piss me off.
Anyway, I follow a few tumblr famous people and its cus theyre blogs are amazzinggg, duh. Lol.
Im okay with tumblr famous people up until they brag about it.
So yeaaaaaah. Im not...
10/29/10 there were no recorded deaths today.
mohimaloves:
Everyone documented person who was alive yesterday is also alive today. The last known day that this has occurred was August 13th, 1978.
I think Im just going to spam everyones dash with my challenges :3 & then when Im done with that, time for a trip in everyones ask boxes :D Well, we’ll see how that ends up. Lol.
23. 5 things you want to change.
The way I deal with my anger..
Not hanging out with my cousin, yeah, that needs to change.
The fat on me, I wish it to be goneee.
Having my restricted so I can drive instead of asking for rides.
Being good enough.